Seems like all I want to do these days is to start a new and be better. I recognize that I wasn’t the nicest to those sincerely devoted to me. I realize I gave more effort & attention to those I was more interested in then they were to me. However, I’m not too harsh on myself as I realize that that’s just how things were. Everyday is a new chance to start over. Have so many ideas and projects that I want to execute and realize that I need to start organizing myself by planning, scheduling and having deadlines. Finding ways to decrease my anxiety by focusing on mindfulness has increased my mental health and daily self esteem tremendously.